A dose of positivity

As this month draws to a close, I am slowly coming to terms with my life and the inevitable changes it brings along. I've learned my lesson. No matter how hard you try to take matters into your own hands and how detailed you make your plans, it will not go through unless it's what God has in store for you. Once He's already pointed the way, there's no use in trying to defy it by making up excuse after excuse and selfishly attempting to do it all on your own because you believe you can control everything. Don't get me wrong,as humans, we have the freedom to make choices but we can't take full control of our lives.Inevitable changes will come about and it's how we choose to deal with them that will make all the difference. I got a letter in the mail from a friend yesterday and she said "There is no best answer or right answer, you just have to learn to take chances." That being said, I'm going to Vegas in 2 weeks to gamble away what's left of my savings in hopes of being able to pay off all my debts. I'm going to take a chance. (Not!) Wish me luck!

Open thoughts

I am done fearing what lies ahead, with having "concrete plans" and living the illusion of being secure. I'm ready to tackle the uncertainty of life by living each moment and enjoying the process instead of focusing on a deceptive destination that may not even exist. I'm not looking for a specific or ideal place or situation to be in, I just want to experience life, grow from the experiences and help others along the way. I want to discover. I want to create. I want to share.

Life is too short to waste.